I'm really blessed to have an amazing support group, and not for IC but for the scar type on my uterus from my c-section. Funny how that worked out, even though it's nice to have a support group for IC, the feeling just isn't the same. I feel more understood in my scar group and I'm really thankful for that. I truly need it now. I've been crying non stop, the horrible nightmares, the lousy pernatologist we have to deal with.. I can't wait to get to the end but at the same time, this is most likely the last baby. I would like to enjoy being pregnant and have it last, but without feeling supported by those who are SUPPOSED to care for you, it's very hard.
I guess this isn't going to really get better until the baby gets here. On the plus side, I feel more hopeful for a planned c-section. I still wonder if maybe I'd be better off trying for a vbac but I'll see what happens.
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